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My name is not Giggles, but you may call me Flaky.
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Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Sometimes I feel like I forgot how to love someone and the feeling of being loved is all but a fleeting memory.

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Sunday, May 19, 2013


Some people should stop being conceited when their excessive amount of short-comings and lack of success doesn't cover up the amount of affliction they account for. No mother deserves to be yelled at. No mother deserves to be locked out of her own house. No mother deserves to question her deficiencies to her children. Most especially, no mother deserves to cry.

Cheap-ass people who doesn't even show gratitude to their family. You think you're cool now? To be fair, you never had a house to begin with. You never had food everyday. You never had milk to feed your children, and not even a single "TY" for appreciation?

Welp. Welcome to the new world 2013.

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Sunday, May 6, 2012

Have you ever felt so mad that you want to throw it all up? Or felt sick to your stomach and your body starts to grow cold.. The feeling when you're starting to get sick. We all get mad for different reasons. Some reason are too big to keep, and some are too shallow to even think about it. Here's the thing.. How long can you hold your anger in?

Today I got so mad that I deleted some of my friends in my Steam account. I felt bad for deleting this one guy who was sitting in my friend's list for quite a while. When I changed my Steam name and photo, he asked what my previous Steam name was because he doesn't remember me. Then he started bugging me about my old Steam photo. What did it look like, and such. Since I was in game that time, I didn't have time to reply but he kept bugging.. and so I lost. You know the result.. I deleted him, of course. One important friend, and my lover too.
10:40 PM

Friday, April 27, 2012

That moment when someone asks you to spend the rest of his life with you, go crazy without being awkward to each other, name your kids with him, gets all jealous for the littlest things, travel around the world, work hard for the future, and have a future with you. Truly, words can not comprehend the way I feel right now. The feeling of being in love and loved back much more. All this time I have waited, and waited I did. Times when I almost gave up. It's crazy how one person suddenly appears and have a huge impact on you. I don't think I could and would ever let go. I am glad that I finally found you.

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4:10 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Have you ever felt like going on in circles forever? Days would pass by and things will start to change slowly without anybody of us knowing! One beautiful day you meet a person in mutual to your interest. S/he can be your friend, your rival, your future lover.. Who knows? Everything starts within a shake of the hand. Usually to the people of my age, a wave of the hand would do. In my case, it starts with a smile.

People come and go. That very person you sat beside with on the train, or that person whom you ran into the streets before work might be the very person you'll be spending your life with. Isn't it amazing? Even if we all started as a stranger, suddenly coming into our lives to make a huge impact on our well-being.. Be it, negatively or positively.

Personally, I never held grudge on anybody. When I was a kid perhaps, maybe I did. Maybe I did not. Honestly, I don't remember anymore and I actually don't care. I had bad times and people would push me down harder but after a little slap in the face and an ample amount of motivation, it won't hurt to look back to the good old times.

Find that someone who would treasure you, value you, accept you, and love you for who you are and who you are not. They say each individual is a unique being. Each of our characteristics different from one another, even if you are related or the other half. Not everybody will be pleased with your kindness, not everyone would appreciate a half-assed attitude. Everything is a wide-range of a never-ending train ride. We all have our flaws, our inner-self's personal challenge. Our goal is to overcome them. I am one of the few people who believes that every person is a good person at heart.

Have you found your someone yet? Isn't it a lovely feeling? Haven't found your someone yet? I'm sure you will, someday. At the right time.

It may hurt to wait, but it's all worth it.

I know, because I found my someone. ♥
3:57 AM

Thursday, February 9, 2012

I am finally out, and I have to say this once and for all. I'm afraid of commitment. I am afraid of being attached.

Four years have passed but the feeling resides within me, still.
Tell me, is cheating a requirement? An inevitable event? Why do people commit malicious acts?
People change, but people don't always go. It so happens that my stories always ended up having myself alone at the end of the day. I can cry. I feel the pain. But all I could ever do to pick myself up is to smile and forget.

Maybe this is why I tend to forget things a lot. My mind automatically erases all painful events that has happened to me, slowly.

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Monday, February 6, 2012

Maybe if I say it over and over, my mind would tell me to do so.

I hate boyfriends
I hate girlfriends
I hate sex
I hate commitment
I hate lust
I hate pride
I hate insolence

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